Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts

Thursday, March 29, 2018

Take A Chance




A woman hopes to fall in love,
with someone who loves her too.
He would be so good to her,
and treat her like a queen.
He would show that she matters,
by paying attention to her every word.
Focusing on her, instead of always
being distracted, not listening to her.
He would touch her the most,
by talking to her, teasing her,
not even a physical moment,
just saying what they felt.
Oh life would be so good,
romantic and fun, not just about
sex at all, but love and caring.



Then one day she comes to her senses,
that is not how it is in the real world.
At first love is new, all about us,
soon it starts to take a backseat to
a lot of other things, and the glow is
glimmering, but not as brightly.
it still feels it may be there somewhere,
but the sweet romantic notes and calls,
stop being so much and so many.
He stops remembering the cute little name,
he called you in the beginning.
Now, chooses a television show,
over a night of making love with you.



What happened and where did that time go?
It was special and now it is gone,
to be consumed by the relationship status again.
A new relationship that seemed so special, exciting
in the beginning, goes through the romantic period,
and now is gone. Gone forever and never to be found again.
The reason why so many women leave and look for new,
to get back that glow in the newness stage,
because it never lasts forever does it?
Or can it? Maybe the right man, the right thoughts,
if only it could last, just think how wonderful
your life could be, being with someone who would value you.
Just for you, who would whisper those sweet words
 you long to hear, while showing you his love is true.



Left alone with my hopes and dreams once again,
of a better time or a better man.
Of someone to whisper those terms of endearments,
that make my heart flutter and my mind stand still.
Of spending time with love, fun and joy.
Does that really exist? Or is it just in romantic novels”
Do real people all grown up, not a puppy love teen,
experience this love in their life?
It never gets old or boring or leads to
sadness, heartbreak or unfaithfulness?
The pain of hurt is what makes me afraid,
afraid to totally trust once again.
Afraid to share my secret thoughts,
my whole self with another.
Such an invasion it is when you
discover it is not true.
It is a hurt so deep that it takes forever
to recover from those bloodless wounds.
But recover you do and swear to yourself,
“Never again.” Then you do.
Take that chance.......one more time!






Copyright © 2018 Kathleen G. Lupole

All Photographs Copyright © 2018 Kathleen G. Lupole

Thursday, March 22, 2018

Listening for a Sound




I am listening for a sound or a signal from


someone,


or something to touch me down deep;


that will remind me, why I am here.


Or where I came from and where I will


 go.


Timeless visions embedded in my mind,


that remind me of sights I have seen.


Of looks that have become stuck in an


endless reel,


over and over again, backwards and


forwards,


with no end. A loop that


just keeps going,


my mind sees it over and over and needs


relief,


but it never stops, this parody called my life.





Early morn I arise at first light,


see the glint of sun in the sky.


Hope abides in my thoughts for the day,


it will be better, I will be sane today.


I will feel the air against my skin,


and sunshine will bathe me in its rays.


Hope and dreams for a better day


for today, and every day as it begins.


Though somewhere in my morning,


those thoughts are erased from my mind,


now dark thoughts, discouraging words


are all that remain.








I searched and searched for someone or something,


to lift my sadness even for a day, for an hour or so.


There is no remedy for that coming from any being.


The only one that has that power is me.


Not sure it would comply with what I need or seek,


having spent a lifetime in search of it needlessly.


Now my days are spent in endless boring tasks,


chores that run my house, but have no affect on me.


Nothing that makes me think, hope or dream,


nothing that makes me happy, alive or full of joy.


It is all sad, unhappy moments in a woman’s


 lifetime,


that consumes her every thought through out her


 day.


Will it ever end? Will she ever be free? When?





She feels like she is wrong. She is living in her


 fantasy world,


but feels like a whore. Feels like she is doing wrong


 for wanting,


for wanting a life that is hers, a life that is fun and


 happy.


What is life if not meant to be enjoyed? Is it just for


 work,


boredom and doing for others, what they can do for


 themselves?


How do you escape this dull gray life for life


 beyond?


How? Can someone tell me? Tell me it is possible,


not a futile dream from novels and movies,


that make up her fantasy world.










Copyright © 2018 Kathleen G. Lupole
All Photographs Copyright © 2018 Kathleen G. Lupole
Updated 2021